Inconsistency is Kicking My Ass
"I have WAY too much going on. It sort of escalated gradually and I didn't sort of realize it as it was happening, but now I'm like - I'm...
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Crowdsourcing My Future Because I Clearly Cannot Be Left in Charge
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Welcome to What the F**k Am I Doing?
Crowdsourcing My Future Because I Clearly Cannot Be Left in Charge.
What the Fuck Am I Doing? I am an unemployed, tattooed biker with a PhD who is about to begin an Associate's Degree; a terrible student turned personal fitness trainer turned psychologist turned field grade military officer who is about to begin culinary school at 48-years-old. Through this blog, I will share my experience, thoughts and plans about money, education, career, parenting, relationships, physical fitness and all other areas of life in the hope that you all will chime in and help me better understand this bizarre life that I've created. Oh yeah, I also curse a lot...like a fucking shit ton.
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The Agony of Following My Bliss
This blog post was going to open with a sentence like, "Social norms about men's roles and responsibilities limit our options for...
Learning to Bet on Myself
For the past few weeks, I have wrestled with my tendency to invite excess busy-ness and chaos into my life. I have talked about this in...
Over-Booking My Life
Holy shit, I'm tired. Not the kind of tired that's remedied with a nap, though. My soul is tired. You almost didn't get to read that...
Magic Mushrooms and My Hatred for Cardio
"Endurance." The word struck me like I was the bishop in Caddyshack or Reg in The Great Outdoors. I was in the gym, working out while...
Why I Think About Quitting Brazilian Jiu Jitsu
"I've heard that there will be days when I get to be the hammer," I say, defeated, as we line up to bow out. Sweat runs down my bald...
The Life-Threatening Experience that Made Me Love the Cold
Some folks manage to get ahead of the curve in the stock market, buying Apple or Amazon when they were like $3 a share. Me? I was ahead...
Happy Birthday, You Maggot!! Drop and Give me Twenty!!
I spent my 39th birthday at military boot camp. Well, in the interest of full disclosure, it was US Air Force officer school,...
Doctoral Debacle
Upon completing my master's degree, I applied to doctoral programs, not so much because I expected to get in, but because I thought it...
Ballad of the Fat Personal Trainer
Oh my goodness!!! I have become a big, fat, fuck. Listen, it is not my intention to fat-shame anyone, including me. Despite my...
Who the F**k am I and Why Should You Care? (Welcome to My Blog)
Why are you reading this? According to Google, there are more than 600 MILLION FUCKING BLOGS in existence in 2021. Man alive, I...
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